The Ending Is The Beginning

Selamat Tinggal tahun 2009...
Banyak kisah suka,duka,tipu,karut,tikam belakang,celaka,dusta dan kejujuran...hihihi..
Macam2 kter dpat lihat pada tahun 2009 nie..sbgai contoh..barrack obama menjadi presiden kulit hitam pertama amerika,micheal jackson meningalkn dunia,pengunduran askar israel dari gaza,PPSMi dibatalkan,Rampasan kuasa di negeri perak,Pilihan Raya yng mngejutkan malaysia,satu malaysia..ahhaha..demontrasi dan macam2 lagi yang akan diphat didalam buku memori 2009...
Bagi aq..2009 meninggalkn kesan besar..dimana bermacam2 yang aq hadapi..gig sini sana,travel ke pangkor,pulau pinang trash fest 2009,scene hardcore dimalaysia tiba2 meluas ,terror datang malaysia n macam2 lagi....ahhaah..poser je rmai..ahahaha..tap bg aq ..scne muzik underground dimalaysia..pada tahun 2009 ade lah yang terhebat setakat ini!!!Second combat R.I.P,huwaa..my insprasi..sebenarnya aq x taw nk tulis ape nie..sejak 2 menjak nie wayar otak aq hang..ahhaa..disini aq meninggalkan seberapa rangkap sajak..

Kau,aku dan mereka..
Kita semua manusia..
Ade baek dan buruknya..
Kita semua tidak sempurna..
berhenti bercakap kosong!!!!
Berhenti mengumpat!!!
Berhenti menuding jari sesama sendiri!!!
Mulakan langkah baru!!!
Jika jatuh kita terus teguh berdiri!!
Yang muda dihormati!!
Yang tua dihormati!!!
Saling sayang menyayangi!!
Hentikan penindasan!!
Hentikan perkauman!!
Hentikan pertelingkahan!!
Jangan jadi bodh sombong!!
Mara ke depan!!
Mulakan langkah baru!!
Cetus kn pemikiran!!!
Jangan disimpan!!
Kehidupan akan dikembalikan!!!
Kemanusian akan mengembirakan!!!!!!

Selamat Tahun baru 2010 dan gerhana bulan,,,hahaa..
Maaf dipinta..zahir dan batin..hamba insan biasa yng ingin bersura dn meluahkn pendapat...assalamualikum..umur panjng kter ketmu dimasa hadapan..

RTW 9!!

Awesome!!!
Bleeding mascara ,Restraint and second combat hail!!!!
Terbaek dari ladang!!!
Huhuhu..mmg x dsangka2 bgitu rmai hardcore kids yg turun..yg lethal n poser..hahahaa
Rtw kali ini da mcm summersplash versi ulangtahun tsunami..mane x nye..hujan lebat..hahaha..aq bermoshing didalam hujan..hahaha..
Satu je kex puasan hati aq..knape second combat maen kat indie stage??knape x maen kat main stage!!!Ape2 pn..rtw kali nie..awesome!!!

Kau Penghasut!!!

Ketika waktu kau bertelagah,
Babit yang lain turut jadi bersalah,
Keadaan aman engkau mahu musnahkan,
Jadi yang keruh itu yang kau usahakan.

Mana simpati yang kau cuba terapkan,
Setiap detik yang timbul ancaman,
Adakah ini mudah bagimu,
Kau ambil mudah dari apa yg berlaku!

Patutkah aku dikuasainya,
Haruskah aku menurutinya,
Halang diriku dari terbuntu,
Sekat mindaku dari terus membeku.

Trash Fest 2009!!!

1st time backpack,teruja!

Diamond Arent Forever

We will never sleep 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest 'til we're all fucking dead
We will never sleep 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest 'til we're all fucking dead
We will never sleep 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest 'til we're all fucking dead
We will never sleep 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest 'til we're all fucking...
We will never sleep 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest 'til we're all fucking dead
We will never sleep 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest 'til we're all fucking dead
I refuse! i refuse!
I refuse to close my eyes
I have loved and i have lost
I have turned and i have tosseda
I have listened and i have watched
I've gave into this for long enough
I have lost and i have loved
Sleep has stolen far too much
So don't close your eyes not just yet
Sleep is just a cousin of death
I've said it before and i'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off dead
I've said it before and i'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off...
I've said it before and i'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off dead
I've said it before and i'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off dead
I have loved and i have lost
I have turned and i have tossed
I have listened and i have watched
I've gave into this for long enough
I have lost and i have loved
Sleep has stolen far too much
So don't close your eyes not just yet
Sleep is just a cousin of death
So throw your diamonds in the sky we'll stay gold forever
So throw your diamonds in the sky we'll stay gold forever
I can promise you one thing: death will take us all
I can promise you one thing: you will die alone
We're all going to hell we may as well go out in style
Death is a promise and your life is a f**king
We will never sleep 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest 'til we're all f**king dead
We will never sleep 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest 'til we're all f**king dead
I refuse! i refuse!
I refuse to close my eyes

APA YANG KITA PERASAN DAN APA YANG KITA TAK NAMPAK

Entry ini tulisan pemberian Rusydi Rahim WAKTU SEKOLAH: -waktu anak2 cina blajar matematik kat skolah, anak2 melayu serong kelas pegi isap rokok. -waktu cikgu tanya cita2 masa kat skolah, kita gelakkan cita2 kawan2 kita. -anak cina jalan kaki pegi skolah. dtg skolah berpeluh2. sebab nak study. anak melayu parents bg motor, kereta. berlumba2 ke skolah. knape? sbb arini ade gado lepas skolah. -time bulan puasa? waktu rehat sumer ilang. tandas tiba2 berasap. stor sukan bau kari. wonder why? -waktu seminggu sebelum ujian anak2 cina x kuar umah study. tapi anak2 mlayu ape lagi? snooker laa! lucky ball. -bila dapat result ujian, anak2 melayu bangga dapat D sedangkan anak2 cina kena bambu dgn parents sbb dapat B. INSTITUT PENGAJIAN TINGGI: -lepas skolah, anak2 cina yg result cemerlang pon struggle nak masuk IPT. pinjam sana, pinjam sini. kerja part time nak tanggung blanja study. anak2 mlayu? alaa. MARA ade. klw ade org dlm, asalkan credit dah bole masuk UITM. -anak2 mlayu bila dah dpt masuk IPT, blaja mcm nak xnak. huha2 jer lbey. blagak mngalahkan anak dato'. x sedar mak bapak kat kampung tu ikat perut nak tanggung korang study. -anak2 cina pergi IPT nak diploma, nak degree, ini anak2 mlayu plak kena buang sbb muka ada dlm video XXX. jadikanlaa amalan. -remaja mlayu, beli barang nak branded jer. x main laa local stuff. at least ROXY, QUIKSILVER, TOPMAN. dapat duit MARA, PTPTN, shopping mcm anak Dato'. -crita nak gebang. dia paling popular kat kolej. CGPA mcm gampang. ape kejadah? YANG X MASUK IPT: -anak2 mlayu, lepas skolah ape lagi? result pon sadis, kerja pon malas, merempit jerlaa. -tiba2 teringin nak rasa berkuasa. jawapan dia? PEKIDA laa. taw apa tu? Pertubuhan Kebajikan & Dakwah Islamiah SeMalaysia. -nama PEKIDA. sikit punya terserlah keIslaman. tapi bdk2nya puasa pon x. semayang 5 waktu mmg jauh skali. memburukkan nama Islam jer. -anak2 cina? tolong parents berniaga. cari pengalaman. dah dewasa nnti boleh ganti parents diorg. anak2 melayu? ape lagi. dengki membuak2 laa tengok org tu maju. -anak2 mlayu, pantang berselisih sikit. x cukup bertekak nak berlengan. x cukup tangan pggl abang2. PEKIDA laa katakan. semangat melayu laa konon. kepala hotak korang! buat malu bangsa jer. anak2 cina? gelak laa tengok melayu mcm xde tamadun. -anak2 melayu, segan nak start bisnes kecik2. start2 jer terus nak besar. ingat ni maen monopoli ke ape? sedarlah wahai melayu sekalian. aku pesan kat korang dan kat diri aku sendiri. berubahlaa. klw melayu mcmni, mcmana cina nak hormat kat kita? klw aku jdk cina pon aku kutuk melayu. jgn cuma pandai salahkan bangsa laen. pandang cermin dulu, cerminkan diri kita. ini tak, pantang orang cina kritik sikit mula nak melenting. patutnya korang jadikan kritikan kaum cina sbg cabaran. sibuk dengan semangat melayu korang. geraknya tak jugak. semangat tu baek korang gunakan ke arah yg betul. arah mengglobalisasikan nama Melayu Malaysia sbg bangsa yang bukanlaa sempurna, tapi sekurang-kurangnya cuba nak jadi sempurna.
Hembosan nie aku letax juz 24 jam je dlu tuk post yg lme...so aku pkir aku post blik larh..tuk tatapan kter sume..

FINAL EXAM

FINAL EXAm..
Biler kau tiba..bgaikan ko mmbawa badai dan guruh..
Yang menggegarkn jiwa dan perasaan..
Segala jadi x keruan..

FINAL EXAM..
Bila kau tiba..semnuanya ingat tuhan..
Tikar sejadah menjadi lmbut..
Tegah mlm disirami solat hojat..
Wlaupn hnya di final exam..

FINAL EXAm..
Biler kau tiba..Bagaikn satu pesta membaca ..
masing2 mlakukn serangan seksual terhadap bhan bacaan..
Nota2 tersusun rapi dan berhabuk menjadi keronyok dan bersih..
Ibrat diserang tnpa blas kasihan...

FINAL EXAm..
Biler kau tiba..masa itulah kau mnunjukkn rakan,,
Umat..kejujuran..ketekunan..
Walaupn bersikap sementara..
Bler tiba pnghujungnya..
Kau trus dilupa..
Dan bila kau kembali,ia berputar seperti sebelumnya.

Emerica

Nak ni,nak ni pleaasseeee...

Blaming The Kids

It's been 10 years i've beenobserving your closely
Admires on the thin that you been doing so far
Nothing moves me to close to the heart for reasons
To belive that youwould be here for the scene

Excuse me for beingrude but so far there nothing
To be proud of the action that you take were only
Blaming the kids for doingthe wrong thing for you.

Blaming the kids for ne reason that you look in your past
Your principle got jaded,Time changes and the rules faded
Its time to rarange the whole fucking game...

Blaming These kids there no way to fit in these scene
This is what we feels if you keep pushing these kid away..

So you got married and this life you chooseits the
Only excuse you could use for protecting yourself
From the falls you slipping into the the pools of guilty
Of being such an honorable fake young man in the past

I guess we moving on with or without you because
You only weighing my thouhts about how i should
Feel and live thelife that it should be in a complete
Fools trap in the past of misery that you been living

You are haunted by your past when u try to drag me
Into the nightmare when you sleep,I keep awake
And keep fighting your ghost until the sunrise comes
I be shinig keep my feet on the ground celebrating my victory

You said 10 years building is a blink of sweet dreams
The foundations had broke me into into hundred pieces
You broke my heart when you claim forglory now
I thought you have all the sincerity but now u give in

Those times weve been through the hardship were fake
We face only left for a moment in your empty scheme
sacrifying is not about paying tools with money
But to you is what reputations badly need to sneak in.

Hembusan Pertama...

Nie adalah blog  yg kali ketiga gua buat...
Blog sblum nie...dah kene blocked dek yahoo...gua pn tak thu knapa..
Gua  bru nak berjinak jinak...Awal2 gua mnx maaf if apa kalau ada salah tulis..
Tapi kebiasaannya gua persetankan dan tak ambil peduli.
Otak gua karat,
Jiwa gua sarat,
Hidup gua larat,
Tapi gua tahu,ada lagi yang tempuh hidup lebih palat .